False Promise

I do not understand
About the meaning of friend
Could it be that they can tell a friend?
When a heart adrift
Lost direction without destination

Despondently swallow thorns so sharp
Why do you have the heart to do this?
When my own on the brink of helplessness
Why are you laughing at the suffering of others

Is this friend?
Is this your promise
Pretend to be a wolf in sheep's clothing

God strengthened me ..